went to the hospital to see my mum today.... there was needles poking into her )': somehow i wished i could help, but what can i do?
here comes this and that. all one shot. how i wish i could - but circumstances doesnt allow me to. so i guess maybe its not fated for me to -. (if you are thinking - is die, you then go and die -.- i will never give up easily no matter how things go) once in a lifetime, but yeah, perhaps i aint meant to -... i really want to -.... but haix.... nvm nvm who says i must - to -.... ( the - can fit maybe 1 word or more...) but i really wanna - nv try before ): GAHH
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want mum to recover soon. and yea... i have gazillions things to say but i dunno who to say to.... and dunno how to say it out.... ok i sound depressing... BUT NOOOOOOOO I DONT CARE, I CAN DO IT ONE! must pscho myself.. must be optimistic..... if i dont, who will?
somehow i think its too much for me to handle at this point of time. i feel as if im suffocating... not literally...
I DONT CARE, I CAN DO IT! GAHHH AND STUPID PRINTER AND PPT PLEASE WORK! you're getting on my nerves >:@
I HATE TPC >:@ RAHHHHHHHHHHH
IM OK.IM OK.IM OK.IM OK. I MUST PSYCHO MYSELF IM OK.

thanks ALL the people for being there for me(: i really appreciate your moral supports!
esp some who went long johns that day...

WELL I KNOW IM GONNA BE A-OK soon..i hope...

and i guess i wont be updating this soon i guess... gonna be busyyy.....


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